Sunday, August 18, 2013

Life After Peace Corps - Special Morning Walk



Special Morning Walk
August 17, 2013

To prepare for the upcoming backpacking trip to Rainbow Bridge, I am discipline enough to get up early Saturday morning for a special walk.  After a cup of tea, I heave my 35 lb pack onto my back and head out.  By now, I am getting used to the weight, once I start walking, my pack does not bother me much.
My neighborhood is really beautiful.  A middle class suburban area with lots of trees, gardens with summer flowers, greeneries that make me feel I am in the middle of a forest.  The only thing missing is a little creek flowing quietly next to my footpath.  But I am quite content for what is around me; fresh air, cool temperature, and above all, the richness of being alone, at least for the next hour until the residences of this town wake up. 

One of the reasons that I choose to walk early in the morning is to avoid the stares.  I have been walking with my 35lbs pack after work regularly and I received a few stares.  I tried to avoid eyes contact so I did not have to look at their puzzling faces.  One man approached me last week and asked me “training for the army?”  Two days ago, an old lady from my building was riding an elevator with me.  She gave me a sympatric look and finally consoled me, “It must be heavy dear! Your husband is not around?”.   I did not want to tell her that I was single or she would start crying.   Yesterday, a nice truck driver even pulled over and offered me a ride!  I feel like I am back in Azerbaijan again.

It is already late summer.  I can feel autumn in the air, a chill morning breeze completely wakes me up.  Few yellow leaves drift and swivel slowly down to my path, I look up and realize that I am right underneath a gigantic handsome sycamore tree.  A few grey birds fly out of their nets, chattering, gibbering and quarrelling among themselves.  One flies to a higher branch and a smaller one follows.  They seem to be communicating, perhaps saying something about me.  I wish I could understand their language so I could say the same thing about them, whatever it is!

I have my route mapped out strategically.  The 1st mile is an easy walk downhill, passing many nice houses on my left hand side.   Most people are still sleeping but some are having their coffee, looking through window to their back yard.  I hope my appearance would not startle them.    After 1.2 mile, a hard climb begins.  23rd street leads up to a main road.  It normally is a busy street, perhaps it is too early for any reasonable person  driving around at this hour, especially today is Saturday.  I cross the main road with no mishaps, feeling a bit out of breath after the climb. A few naughty tree squirrels playing hide and seek running and hopping ahead of me.  Then, they pause, climb up to a nearby tree, perch on a thick bough, look down at me with their airy tails curling forward almost to their noses, seem to be giggling and then disappear behind the branch.

After crossing the main road, I turn left and am back in the woods once again.  Twenty minutes later, I stop at the foot of a long stairway.  It is well hidden behind a big fence of someone’s house.  Last year when I just moved to VA, I got lost a few times jogging in my neighborhood.  I accidentally discovered this challenging route, a short-cut that eventually takes me back to the main road.  The staircase is derelict for plants are growing wild here.  A few white morning glories are just about to open up, their trumpet like flowers are quite delicate.  Some people consider they are unattractive weeds, for me, they are beautiful so long as they are wild and free.  I find a few hickory nuts on the floor as well.  I look up and discover many hickory trees towering above this long hill.  I learn from John Muir’s writings that these nuts are sweet and edible.   I pick up a few and put them in my pocket, will sample them tonight.  

 
A small church sits on top of the stairway.  As soon as I am on its door step, the church bell swings, making an announcement of the hour, folks, time to get up!  I hurry back to my street and have to face another stairway, right in front of the infamous Representative Building. (where some corrupted DC politicians live).  I no longer fear of the stairs, half run and half walk up to the hill.  The final challenge is the 140 steps stairway.  Instead of taking the elevator of my apartment building, I climb the stairs.  It is the best way to train my leg muscle, which I will definitely need for climbing ins and outs of the Forbidden Canyon next month.   Besides, I do not have to face my neighbors, explain to them what I am doing. 

After a shower, I feel rejuvenated, water my garden and cook myself a tasty, healthy and filling breakfast: dumplings and chicken congee with broccoli.  Life is good, and cannot describe how good I feel, cannot wait for the next walk. 


The civilized man has built a coach, but he has lost the use of his feet.  -         Emerson

It is nice to have a goal, look forward to challenging myself and be not afraid of what lies ahead.




Thursday, August 15, 2013

Life After Peace Corps - "the Place No One Knew"

The Place No One Knew”
Chi S. Chan
August 15, 2013                                   

There is a place,
By the river of Escalante, where clear creek flows
Hide a breathtaking grotto,
Once housed an ancient God

Through narrow passages and water caves,
Up on the red cliff walls and over the sandstone face,
An oasis of the desert comes to light,
Ponds with aquatic plants,
Hanging garden with silky seep springs
Maidenhair ferns dot with yellow flowers of columbine,

Echo of tree frogs coalesces with sweet melody of song birds,
What name is this heavenly place, I ask?

Beyond the colorful sandstone walls,
Towering cliffs arch
Forming a huge amphitheater
Like spires reaching into heaven
A delicate 60 foot water angel
Descent softly through a narrow groove
into a reflective pool
Its hypnotic tinkling sound
Punctuated the silence and stillness of the vast chamber
Drip, drip, drip, drip to end of time

Rock walls soaring 200 feet overhead
Through a slander opening,
A slit of sunlight infiltrates its way
Warms the eerie chamber in a soft glow,
The place becomes more holy with the golden lights
What name is this place, I ask?

One of the most beautiful places on earth, the angel whispers, it is

The Cathedral in the Desert

But, a paradise invaded by mortals, destroyed by evil earthly creatures
A paradise forever lost beneath a sewage lagoon – Lake Powell



Thursday, August 08, 2013

Life After Peace Corps - Learning


Learning
One good thing about working for the Federal Government is that there are endless opportunities for learning.  Since I become a Federal employee, I am free to take as many classes I wish.  Within 16 months, I have already earned so many CPE credits that the NYS Education Department will never take away my CPA license.  The classes I took so far included: US Standard General Ledger, US Appropriations Law, AGA monthly Seminar, Federal Employee Benefits Seminar, Advanced Excel, Word, Access, PowerPoint and SharePoint.   Some of the classes cost taxpayer more than $1,000.  But my boss approved all my classes.  Learning in Smithsonian takes priority!


I am grateful to have the opportunity to learn although I find my ability to absorb and digest new materials slows down to a certain degree.  I am not the “smart cookie” that I used to be.   I still remember how hard it was in Azerbaijan for our elderly volunteers to learn the language.  It was a daily struggle.  Every night I spent five hours to redo my exercise in the class.  Still, next day, I could only remember 50% of the materials.  Some of my elder RPCV friends accepted the reality that we “the elders volunteer” could not learn and did not bother to study. But I refused to give up.  Not because I hated to lose the “smart cookie” nickname, but rather I believed the only way to be “Smart” is not to let my brain idle.  Besides, there were certain excitement and jubilation when finally my brain opened up and everything started to make sense.  “I got it!”  when one day I was able to apply the Azeri grammar and put a complete sentence together correctly.  It was a marvelous feeling.  Then, I kept creating more sentences, funny sentence, sentences that made my teacher laugh, sentences that made her scratch her head, sentences that made myself proud and happy.   The more sentences I made, the more happy I was.

The next best thing was, I was no longer afraid to talk to the locals.  I might have to repeat myself couple times, but they understood me, and appreciated my effort to try.  Few times, I even got compliments from street vendors who told me my Azeri was excellent.  (I know I should not push it!)


The point is we need to keep learning.  “Our life has end, but knowledge has no end” a famous Chinese scholar once said.  The more I use my brain, the more I realize how powerful it is.  My brain can solve the advance level of Sudoku, can download applications to my iphone (some of my elder RPCVs and even Smithsonian co-workers are so afraid to do!), can create an important Government “White Paper” for my boss.  My brain can do almost anything, only if I never let it idle.

I am not much smarter than others, only I let my brain work harder.